Losing someone very close to your heart is very painful, but you still have to live life and move on for others who stay and love you. You have to be strong for them as well and live life continuously.
I lost someone very special just recently. Yes it hurts a lot, especially when I'm alone reminincing all the things that happened in the past. It kills me inside but life must go on. She might be in heaven right now, but forever she'll always be in my heart. I still miss her, and forever I will be. I want to bring back the past and undo all the things I've done that hurts her, I want to bring back the past to tell her what I've wanted her to do for her to feel better, I want to bring back the past to give me chance to remind her everyday how much I love her, that she's the best thing I have in earth, that if she's not, she's almost close to being perfect, but we can not undo what we have done, we can not bring back the past and change everything that had happened. I wish I can still hug her, I can still kiss her. I may not have the chance to do it anymore but I always treasure the memories we've shared.
I had a lot of plans for her this year. I decided to surpriced her on her birthday this October 8, 2010. I planned to make a house for her in our province in Leyte, since she likes to stay there. I even planned to treat her somewhere she always wanted, but again, time did not allow me to do it.
I'll worked hard, be responsible and make you proud of me Mama. I love you very much. Please guide us always to make a better decision.
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