My younger brother went to Leyte just yesterday, and guess what? I already miss him. We're really not that close, but I love him a lot. I always want what's best for him and dreamed a wonderful life for him in the future. As his sister, I'm responsible for him now that my mother's in heaven. But I do all things not because he's my responsibility, but because his my brother, and I care for him. I just can't show him how much I care.
I know I love him, I never doubt it. But sometimes, I can't really express my love for him. I know I'm not that expressive of how and/or what I feel, and believe me, my trying no too. My first step was a simple SMS "Take Care" it's funny 'coz I think his not used to it. Around 3AM I received a message from him saying: "We're almost in Leyte" so I replied a message: "text me when you get there, don't forget to eat and always take care of yourself" but I never received a respond, yes I said TEXT ME WHEN YOU GET THERE, but it doesn't mean to stop sending me SMS. :)
There are times I doubt if my younger brother feels my care for him. But of course I hope he does. That one day, he will treat me not just his sister, but a friend as well. :)
