Saturday, July 17, 2010

Heroine



In the face of danger she or he is welling to sacrifice, that's a hero for me. We have our heroes in life, and anyone can be one too. I have a list of Heroes and Heroines and I can tell you one.

She's the one who gave me life, who cares for me, and sacrifice everything for us her family. December 5, 1988, I was born premature but she's still welling to accept me. She endure 8 months of caring heavy load to give me life. I'm nothing but a burden yet she loved and cared for me with all her life. I lied and sometimes hurt her but she's always there whatever the cost is.

I remember a lot of things where she sacrifice more to save me, and though I was not able to tell her every single day how thankful I am to have her, I want to let other people know that YES I AM. Back when I was a kid, that's January 1998 when we went to Sto. Niño Church and we light a candle because it was Sñ. Sto. Niño's fiesta. While we were entering the place where we can light our candle, everyone was trying to see their way out of the place because the fire grows and everybody was afraid the place may burn down. We, my younger brother and I immediately found our way out, but my mom was left inside because she save us first.

There are lots of stories where she saved my life, and even the day she passed away, she shows me her being sweet and concern. My beau had a dream about her telling him my name, they said she entrusted me to my beau, that she ask him to take care of me. When we went out to buy something, my cousin slept inside the Jeepney while where on our way to Colon, when we woke her up she told us that she dreams about my mother telling her that we must be careful especially when we cross the street. See how she cares? and I know that until now. where she's already with our God almighty, she still look over us. That's my mother and she's my Heroine.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Sweet Angels




It is said that having a child is surely the most beautifully irrational act that two people in love can commit. Yes it is! Babies, despite of thier being naughty and careless, can really take someones problem, sadness and pain, and I have experience this with my niece and nephew.

I myself is inlove with kids. I am very attach to very good kids as well as to my niece and nephew, how much more to my kids some day, if God permits. I have doubt of bearing one someday. It might not be for me, but heaven knows how much I like to have one.

I usually get mad at some point, get annoyed easily and a very moody type of person. My beau and I went out yesterday. I was so irratated with almost all people sorrounding me, I just don't know, but I'm not on the mood to be pleasant with them, but at least I controlled my temper, not telling them straight to thier face what they've done wrong. I'm not taking this personally but someone told something that squeezes my heart (I'll not provide the full details here). I questioned my self upon hearing those words: "Am I really that hard to deal with?" I believe that offspring is one of the key of a person's change of character, and that they can take away any bad feeling you have inside, replacing it with joy and love.


And that's why I call them Sweet Angels, because they are. Babies are a link between angels and human.